Friday, March 23, 2018

Chapter 20


The Kentucky Derby.  They were going to the Kentucky Derby.  And the Barnstable Gala.  And Richie was playing at both.  So much for him wanting to be home more.  It felt like they were running every day of the week lately.  Stephanie shook her head as she wandered through her favorite dress shop in Burbank.  She always had good luck in here.  A secret smile snuck across her face as she thought about one very memorable dusky gold dress she had found here.  She hoped she was as fortunate on this trip.  She breathed out a quiet sigh.  With the way things were between them lately, it may not make much of a difference.

She was flipping aimlessly through a rack of cocktail dresses when the owner came out from the store room.

“Miss Stephanie, so nice to see you again!”

“Hey Jeanine, it’s been a while, hasn’t it?” 

Jeanine was barely five foot tall and weighed about 90 pounds soaking wet.  But the woman had energy for days.  She could outlast the Energizer bunny given the chance.  Her hair today was as pink as the battery bunny and against the brilliant green of her blouse made Stephanie think an Easter basket exploded on her.  But, no matter, the woman knew her stuff. 

Jeanine bustled over to the rack Stephanie was going through, “where have you been hiding and what are we shopping for today my friend?”

“I haven’t been hiding, just haven’t needed a dress for anything until now.” Stephanie smiled as the woman started flipping hangars on the other side of the rack.  “We’re going to the Kentucky Derby and I need a dress for that and for the Gala the night before.”  She looked around the shop, “I also need a hat.”

Jeanine’s eyes lit up, “ooh, we just got a couple fancy ones in our last shipment yesterday.  I’ll get them after we find you the perfect dress!”  She continued going through the rack then turned to a second one before yelling across the store to her associate, “Marcee, where’s the D&G that just came in the other day?” 

“D & G?”  Stephanie had no idea what the woman was talking about.

“Dolce & Gabbana, girl.  We got a fabulous floral sheath in the other day that would be stunning on you.  “Marcee, did you find it?”

The girl hollered back, “it’s behind the counter on hold for someone, but she hasn’t been in to pick it up.  That was like four days ago.”

Jeanine went behind the counter and found the dress.  “Four days?!  She snoozes, she loses.”  She hurried back and dragged Stephanie to a dressing room, “here” she pushed the dress at her along with a couple others.  “I’ll look for a gown too, get going on those.”

With a smart salute Stephanie turned to the dressing room, “yes ma’am!” 

She tried on several different floral print dresses and dismissed them all.  Nothing was quite what she had been looking for.  One was too white, one was too flowy and hung on her like a sack, one was just the total wrong color combination.  She hung the last one back on a hanger and reached for the Dolce & Gabbana.  

It was gorgeous.  As she unzipped it and took it off the hangar, she had a mantra of please let it fit running through her head.  She stepped into the black and floral silk sheath, it slid easily up over her hips.  So far, so good.  She got her arms through and with a contorted effort, reached back, said a quick prayer and zipped the dress.  She turned to the mirror, it fit like it was made just for her.  The sheath hugged her in all the right places.  The slight off-the-shoulder style showed off her toned and tanned arms.  And she was in love with the  purple floral pattern.

“Jeanine!”

The woman hustled over, the dresses she was carrying flying behind her, “what’s wrong?”

Stephanie stepped out and stood in front of the trio of mirrors, “Nothing, absolutely nothing. This is the most perfect dress!”

Jeanine looked her up and down, it fit the woman like a dream.  “I knew it!  I knew it was for you.  Now, let’s see,” she thought for a minute, “I’m sure I have a hat and shoes to go with it and here,” she passed off three evening gowns, “try these.”

“I don’t really need shoes, but, it’s the Derby so I definitely need a hat.”  Stephanie took the dresses, and already hated that she’d have to take off the one she was wearing. 

“Pssssh, you always need shoes, girl.”  Jeanine left her and headed across the store. 

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Hanging the two dresses on the hook on the open closet door, Stephanie just stared at them.  She couldn’t believe she had spent that much money on the one, but Jesus, she couldn’t wait to wear it.  And the gown the Jeanine had picked out was beyond anything her imagination could have come up with.  God, she loved Jeanine.  She hoped the woman never closed her doors.  She would never find another shop like hers.

“Hey, Sweetheart.”

Stephanie turned at Richie’s voice.  “Hey yourself.  I didn’t know you were back.”  He had been at the studio when she had left that morning to go shopping.  “How did it go?”

He looked at the bags on their bed and to the dresses hanging on the closet door. “Not as well as your day did apparently.”  Things were coming along with the songs he and Ori were working on, but a multitude of interruptions that day made it hard to get anything of substance done.  “Did you buy the entire store today?”

“No” she chuckled.  She had walked out with the two dresses, a hat, two pairs of shoes, a couple of skirts and a jacket she couldn’t bear to leave behind.  She would swear her credit card actually screamed a little when she ran it through the reader.  But what fun was having money if you didn’t splurge once in a while?  “I may have left one or two things behind.”

Richie stepped in front of her as she moved toward the bed.  “Are we going to keep being at odds with each other over this?”  He hated the distance he felt growing between them.

“Did you talk to Jon, or any of the guys yet?”  Things were nearly back to normal between them.  As far as she knew he still hadn’t talked to Jon, but she couldn’t force him to do it and while it was a bit of a wedge between them, she couldn’t keep badgering him about it.  But things were still slightly stilted between them because of it. 

He didn’t much care for the disappointment in her eyes either.  “No, but I did send Jon an email.”

She shook her head and moved around him.  “That’s not talking to him, Rich.”

Shoving the bags out of the way, Richie sat down on the edge of the bed, grasping her wrist and tugging her gently to stand between his knees.  “I don’t like this” he waved his hand between them, “thing between us.”

“I don’t either” she sighed and twisted around to sit next to him.  “I just don’t understand why you can’t make a phone call.” 

He brought her hand to his lips, grazing the back of it.  “It’s not that easy, Sweetheart.”

She studied him for a long moment and found something in his eyes she hadn’t seen there before. “What exactly are you afraid of?”

Friday, March 9, 2018

Chapter 19



This hiss of the air pump and the repeated thwack of the nail gun kept her focused.  She’d been replaying their conversation in her head all week.  How could he walk away from the only “job” he had known for the last 30 years and not say anything to those who mattered most?  He still hadn’t answered that particular question. 

Hiss.  Thwack.

She shook her head and re-aligned, she had to keep her mind on what she was doing or risk nailing her hand to the framing she was working on.  When the last nail was in place she set the nail gun aside and stood, letting the team raise the wall she had framed in. 

It was rewarding, fulfilling work; building houses for other people.  Putting a roof over someone’s head who was putting in as many hours, often times more, to make their dream a reality in the only way that was possible at that moment.  Stephanie grabbed the bottle of water from her tool box and took a long drink. 

Was Richie that unfulfilled, that unrewarded at his “job” that he felt he had to walk away without mentioning it to anyone?  Or was there some other underlying reason? 

There hadn’t been any anger when he told her what he’d done.  She thought back.  No, he seemed excited about the prospect of trying something new, something different.  She could sympathize.  Hadn’t she herself been scared and excited about leaving her paying job behind to go totally outside her box and pick up a hammer and build houses?  Maybe he really did need to do something different, work with different people, just like he had said.  But still, he had to talk to the guys.  He couldn’t leave them hanging like this.  They needed to hear from him personally, not just in relayed message from their tour manager. 

That was where she was having her biggest issue with this whole life change he was embarking on.  You don’t just walk out, walk away from a lifetime of friendship and musicianship without a word to those you were closest to.  And you don’t do it in the middle of a world tour for crying out loud.  It was beyond rude.  It was disloyal and she couldn’t even begin to imagine how betrayed and hurt Jon, David and Tico must be feeling.  Or maybe that was just her projecting her touchy-feely, girly feelings onto the manly men from Bon Jovi.  She snickered. 

Okay she really needed to stop thinking about all that and concentrate on what she was doing.   She tossed her empty water bottle toward the recycle bin.  They’d talk more when she got home.

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“All right, darlin’.  See you next week.”  Richie ended the call.  Orianthi was coming back to town next week and they were going to finish up the songs they had started the last time she had been there.  And then maybe he could convince her to collaborate on an album instead of just a few one-offs.

A glance down at his notepad showed him his schedule would be keeping him hopping.  He had a song to write for a new movie coming out, he had been asked to appear at a couple of fundraisers, had been asked to play at the Kentucky Derby and Ava had a school function he needed to attend later in the week.  Good thing he hung up his tour shoes.  He’d missed enough of Ava’s life being on the road.  It was good to be home for these things instead of hearing about them second hand. 

He turned the phone over in his hand.  As good as it was to be home, he did kind of miss the comradery with the guys.  It was quiet in the house this morning.  Stephanie was off working on her Habitat project, Ava didn’t live here all the time and she was at school anyway and Lily was with Jenna at swimming lessons. 

He was totally alone.

He turned the phone over again, noticing the time.  He could still hear Steph in his head telling him he needed to talk to Jon at least about this decision he had made.  Not that the David, Tico and Hugh were any less important. But she was right when she said Jon was his best friend and he should give Jon the courtesy of a phone call.  At the very least.  The fact that she was right didn’t make the impending call any easier. 

They had been attached at the hip for so long, spent so much of their lives in each other’s pockets, he had to believe that Jon hadn’t been all that surprised to get the news from Paul.  He also had to believe that Jon wasn’t that pissed off at him.  Hell, he’d left a tour before.  Granted it was for a stint in rehab and he had come back from that, but still. 

He flipped the phone over once more.  So many variables to consider.  How had they really taken the news from Paul?  From the news bits on the television and the way his phone continued to blow up, not very well, no matter what he would like to believe.  But he could only blame himself for that. 

A long, breathy sigh resigned him to the fact that he had to do the right thing here and talk to Jon. 

Had he let too much time pass to smooth things over?  Jon would be up and around by now.  He could call, try to explain his reasoning for ditching in the middle of the tour.  Would it really matter now?  Stephanie thought it would.  They had gone over and around this one point a million times in the past week.  She never wavered from her stance.  Do the right thing here Rich.  It seemed to be her mantra lately.

Waking his phone, he opened his email.  Call him a coward, but a written note might possibly smooth the way toward a phone conversation with Jon.  He had seen the man’s temper in full force and effect.  He may deserve it, but he still didn’t have any desire to take it full on in the face if he could avoid it.  Maybe a personal note would diffuse the temper and soothe the beast a little.

His fingers moved quickly as he started to compose the note.  

It was worth a shot.